upandrunaway

musings on life and dreams and everything in between

Month: February, 2014

The Easy Way Out

“The best way out is always through.” Robert Frost

Of course there is still a part of me that loves him (let’s call him K.), and probably will do so as long as I live. But the rest of me knows better and whenever I listen to that part, I mean really try to understand what it’s saying, I feel more content and much happier.

What I learned the hard way is that in life, you really need to get to know yourself as good as you can and accept yourself fully because if you don’t, you’ll cling to other things and people to make you feel complete and worthy. But there is no one in this world who could do that for you. Read the rest of this entry »

Hole Inside

The days pass me by

Quite rapidly,

Unknowingly.

I am alive.

Sometimes happy

Others gloomy.

My tears are dry,

My heart stopped hurting,

I can smile.

Only now and then

I feel a little hole

Inside.

A part of me is missing

And I know exactly

Where it is.

I lost it once

When I was careless

And couldn’t ask it back.

I left it in a hurry,

And now it is too late.

Even if I found it once again

It wouldn’t fit.

I have a hole now

But I wouldn’t change it back.